i really DO know that I find my work nullifying...
nul·li·fy ( P ) Pronunciation Key (nl-f)tr.v. nul·li·fied, nul·li·fy·ing, nul·li·fies
To make null; invalidate.
To counteract the force or effectiveness of.
all in all, i like being in charge of an office, but when you get little to no direction from your superiors it makes it very hard.