picking myself up off the floor...

(lost a post again, damn)

i feel like I'm falling apart.

My friend is going to leave in two weeks.

It hit me like a tonne of bricks falling on my head, SMACK!

"I don't want you to go!" I said...
"What am I supposed to do without you?" I said...
"Why?" I said... "you know me, get on a plane, go to London, get on a plane, go to Melbourne"
and so everyone who is trying to search for Shannon Noll finds my blog... "WHAT ABOUT ME?"

xJ